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Savor Wholesome Nothingness

from "Happy Apples" Vol. 1 by Sean Monistat

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Originally written for a rock opera about vampires I never finished, at the worst depth of my depression so far. I was very lonely. Going through the motions of school and straight society, feeling out of place and miserable.

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So sick of having to explain myself, I think I oughta kill myself. Its like no one talks to me unless they want to see me suffer. So sick of having to pretend I'm sane, and now I've no one else to blame for all these obligations they keep nailing to my skull.
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There will come a time when flesh must fail, and spirit opens up her sails. Eternal bliss, compared to this? I'd savor wholesome nothingness. Apart forever, not involved, no one will ever know my flaws. Unattended death with dignity... C'mon, baby, give it to me.
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It's getting kind of old just hating myself... I might as well kill somebody else. I might feel that much better once I'm lapping up their blood. I'm too fucked up to get up right now, but once I sober up, I'm a'gonna show 'em how a Universe of Anger can be filtered through one boi.

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from "Happy Apples" Vol. 1, released November 18, 2011
Performed, Recorded, and Produced by Sean Monistat.

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Sean Monistat Philadelphia, Pennsylvania

Dark music for bleak people since 2005.

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